So often, I come to sit by this stream and watch it flow in all its serenity and beauty. It brings me to tears. I want to be like this stream... agile, flowing, serene, soft, swift, flexible, yielding, clear and free. I am tired of being rigid and stiff, tense and controling, stubbon and unyielding. Fighting against, fighting for what, for whom ? I don't know. I want to loosen my grip, open my hands. I want to let go and just flow. I want to be like water.